絢麗寶貝

I slept until noon, can not sleep. The reason is basically did not sleep last night, he is down to, nor Xiao outside, also do not turn on the lights, then straight to no end. Sleep also can't sleep, that is suffering is the suffering I don't know, anyway, one night without sleep. Sometimes like to fall asleep, in fact, no sleep, like the quiet long lovesickness often accompany me around, as if he were placed in a dark cage, come up with are not to come out travel tea mug.
The room although very hot, but I also feel cold, it lost the mood, like this empty house, walls and wall is surrounded by walls, black at full load on pad around the house, like the black Valley is everywhere, I on the left and right to resist, Feng Yuan also so no flutter, because of the love too deep, too deep, deep make me can't touch. Until I was awakened by a noise, is the dawn, then across the meditation sound disturbed my thoughts, my only dream to wake up, take a look at yourself and so didn't sleep for a night, even the quilt is down to the foot, just feel a kind of cool from the surrounding lunged, sleepy followed, just feel some discomfort, cover the quilt is about to sleep, until the noon just waking up.
All car sound and barking call outside the window. But we the two floor corridor also very quiet. This time typically have few people around, but although I woke up still feel a little empty firmly, the reason is that some hungry belly, not for a moment then occurs empty ring, hunger murmurs cry without end, I won't sleep down, up, went to the kitchen, a little we eat are not, is too lazy to move, is muddleheaded cook some noodles, take a meal. In fact, this day is Sunday, Kexin came, but I had to wait until the twelve point also does not see her shadow, I still like to wait in the dream, in every walk of a person, I have been noticing her footsteps, that is very light footsteps, is endemic to the girl upstairs voice is so soft, like into the man heart like that of the ring. However, heard many voices, are rapid, sound sound is bigger than the outside noise, listen to not, I don't know when she will come, I wait in the waiting room foolishly.
One noon did not open the curtain,GDV fine wines I really do not want to open, I will be in this black non black space revel in meditation, for her appearance, perhaps so, to conceal the emptiness in my heart, maybe it can build my fantasy. The outside of the noisy sound of a wave of a wave of vaccination, I wait until the three point zero one quarter, also did not hear her voice, went up, and walked to the window, pull a seam, look outside the scene, while outside it is snowy, distant buildings are snowflakes fall from the sky like substitution, hectic. Some play in the window glass sheet, instantly melted into water droplets roll, crawl, glass was it painted not organized stripes, like my fingers no significance in the cool glass painting, also do not see her coming.
I think, like snowflakes why Pianfei? How does not mean! And what about me? At the moment is not like the elusive snow? Lying in bed, empty handed, sitting in a chair, is empty hands, stood in the room is still empty handed, which in the end to what? I don't know, heart straight is waiting, waiting for the.
The aisle of a sound, my heart is like a touch of the ticking, the light and soft footsteps, like her, my heart is in tension, palpitate, almost close to the door, I seem to have to jump up, also do not know where the momentum, I look to the gate. Then I took the floor door open, if she is.
She was dressed in school uniforms, wearing a flower hat, face frozen snow red white, standing in front of me.
I hurried to put her in the room, closed the door and hurried upstairs, brought her slippers, connected with the backpack, and then turned back to give her hand, cover the quilt, called her to the bedroom warm to Burgundy wine.